I don’t want to wake up anymore, I dont want to get out of bed and keep trying and failing. I just want to give up and disappear for awhile

(via awkwardmee)

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yeah, what you’ve just did, that’s bullying. It actually hurts more than physical pain. are you okay now? you’re feeling better? i doubt it. you’re just so weak that you want every one to feel crappy about themselves, just like you. do you know that i’ll never forget that? i’ll always feel humiliated because of you. you could have just acted nice and shit, instead of making fun of a stranger. anyways, i’m not gonna do anything about it. I’ll just let karma do the job, bitch.

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I need to get it out, I need to be a whiner for a little while. I’m fed up with everyone. Everything, including me, sucks. this house, it’s hell. I don’t want this school year to end just because I don’t want to be imprisoned again. It’s not my freaking problem that I’m a girl with no brothers, male cousins or even a father. I need to get out. Be independent. Go everywhere. Because this is not a life. I don’t want you to drive me everywhere, mom. It’s always the same scenario; You’re tired, you don’t know how to go there or you’re just to lazy to do it. I’m old enough to go everywhere. and no, mom taxi drivers won’t kill me. I need to get a life. I need to stop worrying about it. I have no friends. no one. I have to do everything myself, mom. I have to act like a grown up. I’m scared of anything and everyone just because I donnow how to deal with people. I hate this home, mom. It’s depressing. I still remember everything, mom. every freaking thing. please let me go, mom, please.

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